Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in Laken's LiveJournal:

Friday, July 11th, 2003
11:06 pm	move on and let things go I guess my life has been really hard to deal with the past year. But you just have to find that someone who can understand you and who is there for you anytime you need them to be. I found that someone and hopefully they don't walk out of my life to. Ive lost so many of my good friends over the last year and it sucks. i lost one of my closest friends of stupied people butting in my life. i hate loosing my friends because friends mean so much to me. i mean people say who gives a fuck what those people think about you. but when you look back at you life you not going to want them to remember you like that and you never want o leave somone on bad terms. i learned that on the hard way. beacsue what if somthing happened to them. You would feel so bad. I have tried to heel all the harts that i have mad sore over the past years so if ther is anyone i missed im sorrry. There is a couple of people who mean the world to me and i dont want anything to happen to them or me. I just dotn want then to walk out of my life when i need you the most. If that someone is reading this thank you for alwasy beeing there and we will always be friends forever more!! Thank you for under standing that means so much to me. You know who this is pointed at i love you so much you mean the world to me. dont walk out now.... (Comment on this)
Monday, July 7th, 2003
8:00 pm	hey im still alive SO summer has been alright so fare its different living in a big city but there are lots of people and lots to do in town. well we party more in carson but you know there is so many more things to do other then partying. This guy my family know is really rich and hes 17-18 not sure but he is a little rich boy who thinks hes got it all. i mean he has a huge house and a 2003 cobera. and a softball field in his yard and a track and hes hous eis huge i hate people who think they are better then everyone else. he asked me if i wanted to go to his baseball game with him. i mena hes such a fake who does he think hes fooling hes to fake for me. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 10th, 2003
4:59 pm	hella funny SO today i went shopping again and im getting ready to go to a softball game but anyways about shopping. I went to wallmart and i bought a pillow for my brother because he always stills mine and on the pillow is Spounge Bob squar paints. So i know witch one is his. Its hella funny and i bought a couple new chap sticks. Me and my sister went to the shoes and she put on roller blade shoes and was wearing them around the store o my god it was hella funny. SO she had to take them off then she found these dinisour flip flops nad she like i got to get these i was like your never going ot wear them and she like u wannna bet so she bought these brown shoes with dinsours on them so if you see her wearing them youll no why she is becaus ei told her she wouldnt.... But im havingtoons of fun here.. I dont want o go home i cant believe its almost time to go back to school. talk to you guys later.. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
1:20 pm	Spring Break Spring break has been really fun ive been shopping every day and i got my hair died today so its been pretty fun. Ive got to hang outwith some friends that i had wheni was younger it was pretty cool. We all went to this really big casino and we were walking throu the place and they like totaly embarssed me they were acting like retards going throu there it was hella funy i guess you had to be there. My spring break has been so much fun i dont think it could get any better ive done everything ive wanted to do!! to everyone else i wish there spring break could be as fun as mine. Have fun be safe !! LaKeN MArIe (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 13th, 2003
6:20 pm	plans I plan to hang out with my old friends for a couple of nights this weekend. It should be prety fun if all my plans work out...They never do oh well what do you do.. I will tell yo next time how it went.. Love you long time...... Current Mood: bitchy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
9:04 pm	Im so happy SO yeah my life is going good right now. Everything i have asked for has come true. finally drama I think my drama is up for the week. Oh i played the funnest joke on some one today i gave jeff a laxative so he was shitty all day. Hella funny he thought it was somthing good. lol I guess everything is goig good im friends with some old friends that i havnt talk ed to in along time it cool. They are treat me great so i will talk to you al soon and you all have a good night.. To tarryn Thanks..... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 4th, 2003
8:43 pm	god?? god i want to fucking leave i cant wait untill summer to get the fuck out of this shit hole for a couples months.. I want to fucking leave my house i cant stand it ive been home for two days its hella boring but ive been sick so... you know how that goes. i cant stand my fat ass sister she is being the biggest whore...Im thinking about what im going to do for my senior project i dont know yet. Have any ideas??? my sister is so fucking FAT. I guess I will go talk to my boyfriend on the phone now i will talk to you some other time...until then goodbye (Comment on this)
10:24 am	I hate school! I hate school i havnt been in two days simply because i just dont want to go i hate the place it gives me the fucking creaps... Thers nobody inmportant there and all everyone can do is talk shit about my life.. I cant stand like 80% of our fucking school. I just act like i do. I act like im really there but im not. I hate that place. If people stayed out of everyone else bussiness our lifes could be so much better. I guess thats all i wanted to say is how scool is so fucking dumb and you dont learn jack shit from the teachers... Love...me (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 24th, 2003
7:36 pm	why does it always have to happen to me? SO im very sick i cant hardly breath. I had a long weekend i guess sharing the same pipe or smoking all weekend didnt help it any. But it was worth it i had lots of fun while got sick.This weekend i went o tacoma with lorah, max, chuck, steve, kacey, vern, john, Tiffany, jessica, nad my little sister and my mom it was so much fun.I have been shitty since thursday night tell sunday night it was great. It was so much fun at the state tournament hanging out with all my friends and meeting new people. I hated seeing sterlings mom carol because she hates me I dont know why she just does she watches every move me and sterling make and she tells him that he shouldnt be dateing a girl like me. He should be dateing someone like hayley and adriane. Yeah how is that supposed to make me feel. dont get me wrong i love Adriane and Hayley to death it just everyone and every guy thinks there perfect. So I going to leave on that note i hate my life and i dont know why sterling mom dont like me???? Love always.Me (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 13th, 2003
6:45 pm	How Could You Do That? Could you ever stop talking to your best friend? Could you tell her to go away and dont talk to you ever again? Could you ever tell your best friend that you never want to see them again? Could you tell them that there a slut and mean it? Could you ever hurt your best friend in so many ways that you could never gain there trust again? Have you ever told you best friend that they looked good but only because you looked better? Have you ever thought to your self that your best friend is fat? Have you ever thought about calling the cops and telling on your friend because she was doing somthing wrong and only because you wernt there? Have you ever hung out with somebody only because they were popular? Would you ever stop being friends with someone just because they were friends with someone else you dont like? I havnt.... If you were a true friend these kind of thing wouldnt go throw your head and you wouldnt let this kind of shit stop you from being friends. What if your best friend was to die tommrow.... You would of wanted to tell them how you feel. (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 8th, 2003
11:09 am	board SO my day started off good I ate french toast and a big glass of milk, Talked to my boyfriend befor he went to regionals and hopy it stays this way its pretty cool. Oh and the usually woke up to mom bitchen......Everyone have a good day. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 29th, 2003
10:31 am	People? Why do people got o talk shit? I dont know.. I have a good friend and i hope she dont talk shit either i havn't heard anything though she does say stuff to people witch I dont care as long as it ant nothing bad to that sertion person and you kow who that is. Anywho why do boyfriends have to get mad for some dumb reason. I usually never do shit to him and he gets hella pissed oh well we are dong alright right now its just when he tired he can be a dick...... (1 Comment |Comment on this)